Just because something is not happening for me right now doesn't mean that it will never happen....Hope

I was a kid with lots of fantasy…many times even I don’t know I assumed myself a superhero like Superman, Heman…it was like one day I was mogli then next day I was behaving like uncle curise who was always searching for Treasure … if the game Treasure hunt was launched that time may be I could have played the game no. of time just to prove I am uncle curise.

This was a beginning of my life as a dreamer…I am very attached to my childhood memories …the first day of my school, when my cousin went to my school to get enrolled my name..and I saw him with anger look…then my education start…the day I make my friendship in school …my playground …the interval time when we used to have our lunch and the most remebarlable part was the ring bell.

Everything was in my memory. I joined my college and I was away from my home. The memory of my hometown always make me nostalgic ..it was time that I start to write my diary.

Writing diary was one of the best thing happened to my life. I pen down my emotion, my feelings, my fear, my desire, and most important thing..my dreams.

Words became my best friend and I used to love to put down them in my own way,again after so much time I was my hero…I realized true happiness in my writing. I not only write my feelings but also write my encounter with fear and writing became my power to overcome of my fear.

The experience of recall my childhood memories was awesome. Generally I used to write in night when I found solace in the silence of atmosphere. College life is different from school, here you get prepare to fulfill your dreams, you are aspire to achieve something you love.

It was my post graduation exam time, the idea of writing a blog came to my mind. I never understood the logic that why only exam time no. of ideas to do other things come to minds. Like Choosing which destination we should go after exam with friends,  joining some classes like learning guitar, swimming, or new language.

I think the creative part of brain get more active during preparation of exam. But why it don’t concentrate only on studies that time. I am not sure about others but it happened with me. Writing a blog idea was haunting me like anything. I decide I will start it right away but when I saw the syllabus is pending I kept it aside till completion of exam. i used to study till late night during exam with some of my friends so keep us awake we  used to go for having a cup of coffee late night nearby railway station.

So here I got name for my blog…Coffee@2a.m.

Even after getting my job I was continue with my passion of writing. But for last two year life got changed. I am not saying it was due to load of office work or other things, Just i was not able to find time for the writing which used to made me happy. It was not off of my mind anytime but just was not able to put my effort in proper way.

Now I have decided to keep all obstacle at one side and give time to my passion. Its like i am born again to live my life in my own way. I have found that with time things change and the priority also change, but i will keep my passion alive with keeping in my mind other priority. Just have to put some extra effort and no excuses….

Thanks Indiblogger for keeping my passion alive.